Well, I do. It's not exactly a feeling that feels good, it feels like you're alone on your own though you're in a crowd.
People who used to know you so well no longer do nor do they know what's been going on in your life. It sucks.
Besties? Yeah, we're besties on the surface, years and years of friendship. But do you even know what I'm going through, thinking or feeling?
It is quite ironic when we are best friends but in actual fact, we're more like strangers.
I tried to keep up with you girls in the situation I'm in, but I doubt either one of you care about what my life is like.
I know some of you may have your own problems you want to deal with, but guess what, everybody does, even me. And I do care about you girls, trying to go at your paces.
But all I feel is that I'm being left out and forgotten.
It just hurts me that years and years of friendship ends up like this, the obstacles and struggles we been through all seem to have been forgotten in the past.
I wish the ultimate end won't come, because after looking back tons of times, I just can't let go nor do I want it to end.
I just hope that we'll get back together like how we were before it's all too late.
